lonely

you know what lonely means?

its when you go to sleep at night without anyone to say i love you...

and when you wake up, you open your eyes and realize that nothing's change...



you're still alone.

potangenang yan...

closest to us is not family, but death...

furtherest from us is not the moon or stars, but time past...

biggest is not the mountain nor sun, but our lust/desire...

heaviest weight is not the elephant or iron, but responsibility...

lightest is neither wind nor feathers, but not praying or delaying it...

sharpest is neither knife nor sword, but our tongue...

another year

juz staring....

thinkin....

recalling....

and

still thinkin....

i dunno what to blog about... actually there are a lot of things i wanna unkept inside of me. i guess i juz dunno where and how to start. hmmm, maybe i should start with my reflection of what had happened to me last year. what did 2006 give and take away from me... *pause*

fuckin fetch idea!

i need more time for that... and thats the problem. i dont have that fuckin time dude...

but in general, 2006 had its own way of letting me pull out my middle finger up! ehehehe... juz kiddin. i was very blessed! thanks to big boss up there, although im actually the lil diyos, hehehe! il post it here when its done... when i got time...

2007... its pay back time!