x or y?

alright, what's now? i dont know. hmmm... my dad's coming home soon. sometime in june. the month of may is almost over, i need to decide whether what to prioritize: board exam or the urge of getting outta here. it makes me really frustrated everytime i think of my friends who are doing well in their careers as civil engineers. and it makes me more frustrated whenever i realize that they have good lovelives as well, you know what im saying. its like everything's in the right place while mine is... like what? its like a mess! argh! no, not really...hehehe. im just over reacting. but it doesnt mean im not serious huh.