bogart

we had bogart for 7 years. imagine that... he is already a part of our family. its like that i lost a little brother (cry). i can still remember when he was just a puppy. he sleeps beside me. or with my sister or brother. kme naglilinis ng pupu nia, ng mga kalat nia... he's so sweet. sasalubong yan pag dumadating kme from school. pag anjan na un magko-collect ng trash, tatahol un... our neighborhood knows him. he always moves his tail when he wants to play or kht maglalambing lang... (cry) then every new year he enters the house kc he's afraid of fireworks. kasalo din nmen xa sa food pag kumakain ng snacks... and every time we go out and happened to eat somewhere, pag may tira kme food pinapabalot tlg nmen for him. pero ngaun... wala n xa (cry)

when i came home after shift yesterday, sinalubong nia ku. nilambing ku nmn xa xempre. it was my birthday. tpos ilang oras lang pagkakain ng breakfast, nawala n xa (cry). parang hinintay lang nia ku dumating (cry)... parang ni-greet lang nia ku (cry). sobrang lungkot ku tlg... this is really my saddest birthday. we dig his grave (cry). it was like a scene on a dramatic movie --- i was digging his grave under the sun, sweating, crying so hard that i couldnt breath, like you cannot distinguished my sweat from my tears --- funny but i did all that... then i need to sleep na kc i still have work tonight, but i cant... its only now while im typing this blog that the truth is sinking in to me... nahihirapan ako, sobrang nalulungkot, kc alam kong kahit kailan hindi ku na xa makikita ulit. whats left are all memories. but i know i can be with him again someday --- sa heaven.