mess up

fuck! i really hate it when its raining and im going out! i arrived here in the office at around 10:15pm.. imagine that! imagine how late i am! i was already outside the house waiting for a tricycle by 7:30... i really had a hard time getting a ride! damnit! alright, enough of that! i kinda hate myself today. no self- discipline again. i planned to study after shift. i even set the alarm clock @ 3pm, but guess what time did i wake up... 6:30pm! fuckingshit! i said im gonna start studying at the first day of june.. sigh. . ill buy a new calculator by the way, maybe on monday.