what else?!?!

alright... where am i? internet cafe. why? because our pc at home is so fetch! and i cant even put attention to it. i mean i know it has to be repaired but i cant find time. and if you noticed, this is juz my second entry for this month, and it makes me sad. before i left iweb, i told to myself that nothing needs to be changed. but... im wrong. as everyone else had expected... hmmm, im gonna type it again --- a whole new world.

i have to admit that this month is really a --- feels-like-hell-that-i-wanna-disappear-at-any-moment days! you wouldnt fucking understand me. and it has been a long time that not even a single soul knows what i am goin through. but i guess, yeah, im juz human (what the fuck, im the boss!). i wanna thank my friend joey, my officemates (te odie, te issa, aina, mitch, marose and emily), and of course my mom and sis... i cant do anything but to confess to them what i really feel. il be quitting from this fuckin job very soon.

"the longer you stay with the things you dont really enjoy, equates to every moment you lose with what could be a happy life with the right one for you."

enough of fucking drama thingies. hmmm, but i cant think of an alternative, hehehe.