heard abt a company that sucks?

i just been there...

appreciation is good (if really from within) but a little consideration is much better...

hmm, sabagay, kung wla kang konsiderasyon, hndi totoong naa-appreciate mu ang isang bagay, ayt?

i have realized a lot of things while i was about to leave the company where i felt like an asshole for more than 8months... realizations that i know will make me a better person... sigh, aalis na lang ako, as in sa last day ku, puro sama pren ng loob ang pabaon ng kumpanyang yun! sa toto lang sa sobrang sama ng nararamdaman ko ngaun, i really dunno how to start this! fuck! that company sucks!

realizations: (1) hndi lhat ng mukang mayaman ay totong mayaman. (2) maraming utang ang mayari ng isang bulok na kumpanya. (3) hrd in a company is very much needed lalo na kung hndi nmn marunong humawak ng tao un mga mayari. (4) i dont have patience on petty things. (5) i have control with my emotions. (6) meron akong pinag-aralan. (7) and the list goes on...

alright il tell you the whole story...

there was this project, cabinets (marine ply + laminate). client: jacob... sometime in april. it was also by that time i filed my resignation letter. i havent realized that there will be two kinds of laminates to be used. hndi ku tlga napansin and i know its my fault (as always!). so aun, palit ng laminate. cost: materials and labor! hmm, its really ok with me, kasalanan ku nman kc tlga un. and i also admit na sobrang gulo ng pagiisip ku nun mga panahon na un. sobrang dami ku iniisip. natapos din at naideliver! haaaay.. ok meron p pla.. during our delivery at seattles binondo, nawala un isang electric drill, ang again... it was my fault daw! alright! whatthefuck! finished.

there... because of these, i wouldnt be able to get all my commission. the fucking commission ive been holding on to kaya natitiis ku lhat ng pagod at sama ng loob.. the fucking commission na pinagmamalaki sken ng magaling kong boss kya dpat dw mag-OT ako... the fucking commission na kanilang kanila na! at bka hndi cla makatulog sa gabi!

sigh, im not really after the money. hndi ako mayaman. at sa totoo lang mukha tlga akong pera.. pero hnding hndi ko gagawin ang makiusap para lang wag na nila ikaltas sken un charges. at hndi din ako nag-sorry... tulad ng gusto nlang mangyari. alright, pride has taken over me but im proud of it. un na lang ang matitira sken, kukunin pa nila? ano yan??! in my 8 months of stay there, ihndi ako naging brat. masama sa loob ku that i was not able to speak my mind during my stay there. and i swear, i never felt to be the person in charge in production. never. meron pla, in times like that... blames! un nga yta ang naging posisyon ku dun, para meron masisi. kya nga i am not proud to tell my job title, dahil hndi ku nman nararamdaman. mabuti pa nun nsa call center ako. when i was an agent, i know im an agent. when i was promoted, i gained more respect and i felt like their supervisor.

just imagine what they have told me.. ang commission daw ay base sa performance! and i was like.... what a crap! putangina nio! ganid kayong mga hayop kau! they evaluated my performance with that one project??! with that mistakes??! bullshit! if only they have little consideration with their employees, they would have at least recall what ive done with their company. sacrifices. hndi un hihintayin pa nila akong makiusap.

sobrang nalulungkot lang ako dhil wla man lang konting konsiderasyon. ayokong ilista lhat ng nagawa ko para sa kanila at isumbat un, pero hndi ku matiis. sana man lang nakita nla un at naalala bgo nla hinusgahan un performance ku... sniff... anyway, pera lang yan, kikitain ku pa yan.. pero cla, gahaman ang mga potangena! palibhasa ang daming mga utang! ang laki ng natipid nla sken!

enough. yoko na. non sense naman.

karma strikes two.