free

I wish I knew how it would feel to be free
I wish I could break all the chains holding me
I wish I could say all the things that I should say
Say 'em loud say 'em clear
For the whole wide world to hear

I wish I could share
All the love that's in my heart
Remove all the bars that keep us apart
And I wish you could know how it is to be me
Then you'd see and agree that every man should be free

I wish I could be like a bird in the sky

How sweet it would be if I found I could fly
Well I'd soar to the sun and look down at the sea
And I'd sing cos I know how it feels to be free

I wish I knew how it would feel to be free
I wish I could break all the chains holding me
And I wish I could say all the things that I wanna say
Say 'em loud say 'em clear
For the whole wide world to hear
Say 'em loud say 'em clear
For the whole wide world to hear
Say 'em loud say 'em clear
For the whole wide world to hear

One love one blood
One life you've got to do what you should
One life with each other
Sisters, brothers

One love but we're not the same
We got to carry each other Carry each other
One One One One One...

I knew how it would feel to be free
I knew how it would feel to be free

29th birthday

my last birthday in 20s. while it felt a bit weird, im actually excited to celebrate my 30th birthday :) i dunno, its something i look forward to. i got plans on fulfilling one of my dreams - a European tour. and i think it will be the best time to celebrate. and besides i still need to save for that hehehe.

"happy happy birthday te karl!! from the absolute bottom of my heart i want to THANK YOU bigggggg time! i wish you genuine happiness..you need someone to take care of you..everyone does.. you need to be happy as well. i miss you :) see you sooooon! enjoy your day! Godbless. iloveyou! muah!! ♥ "

a birthday message from my beloved sister. i miss her so much and i love her. i love my nini and my kebong.

yeah. everyone does. however, sometimes the problem with being too independent (like myself) people forget to ask if you're ok. they thought that even if there is something wrong, you can handle it. oh well, definitely i can. but sometimes its heartwarming to have someone to share your cries with (especially laughters).

He knows my heart's desire.

separation anxiety

ahhhh i remember how its called - separation anxiety. yeah i have this kind of disorder. ganyan ako sa things ku. what more sa tao?

this. too. shall. pass.

nostalgic for the nth time

gusto ku ng umuwi. sa tinagal-tagal ku na magisa sa ibang bansa, ngaun ku naramdam na ang hirap plang magisa. or cguro umaarte lang ako? kc nakayanan ku nman for almost 4yrs na. cguro nga maarte lang ako. ang lungkot. ibang klase. ngaun ku naiisip na sobrang nalungkot cguro dati c mama nung umalis pinaka una kong alis ng pinas. biruin mong nasa paligid nia lang ako for 25 years tapos bgla akong umalis. ganun pala ang pakiramdam. pero nagkasanayan nman na. sana masanay na ako ulit. pero higit jan, mas hiling kong ipagkaloob Niya ang mga hiling nmen. alam ku nakikinig Siya.