Sunday, October 19, 2008

nostalgia

in moments like this, i dont know why i always run to my blog. probably because its a place where i can be myself, where i can speak my mind, where there is no one but me. how lonely isnt it? i am, actually.
im not sure how long i have been feeling the way i do right now. matagal na. matagal na matagal na. sa totoo lang, i wouldnt notice it and i wouldnt mind not until ibang tao na ang nakakapansin. i honestly didnt know that i am lonely. its the people around me who says i am. sobrang ironic kc im a jolly person. i make them laugh. pero bakit nga ganun kaya?
kanina sa simbahan muka lang ako ng panto. i was so shy to tell Him. ang nasabi ku na lang "kahit hndi nman po ako magsalita, i know u hear me." minsan kc naiisip ku, He gave so much to me. more than what i am asking for. and im thankful for that. alam ku i am not able to thank Him enough for that. for all the blessings. pero wala din nman akong matakbuhan pag malungkot ako. especially now, im miles away from my family and close friends.
malungkot pala tlga ang magisa - walang espesyal. boring.

Sunday, October 12, 2008

Asia's migrant workers fear losing jobs in global crisis

AFP - Sunday, October 12

SINGAPORE, Oct 12, 2008 (AFP) - As the global financial storm blows fear through Asia's stock markets, Filipino maid Christy Arciaga is jittery -- even though she does not own any shares.

Her businessman employer has lately become more irritable as he has watched his investments being swallowed in a sea of red ink, and the 46-year-old domestic helper is often on the receiving end of his bad moods.

"My employer would turn on the television every morning to check the latest stock market report even before breakfast. He is often angry and tells me he might send me home even before my contract ends," Arciaga said.

"The thought of going back has caused me sleepless nights. What about my family? Two of my children are still in college."

Thousands of migrant workers, among them maids, restaurant staff and labourers working in wealthy Asian cities such as Singapore and Hong Kong, are worried that an economic slowdown and retrenchments resulting from the crisis could hit their employers' pockets, and leave them without jobs.

This would mean that the flow of remittances they send home to their poor families will dry up -- and with it money for food, clothing and school fees.

Another maid, Myra Catacutan, 34, said she recently heard her employer angrily talking on the phone with someone, presumably a financial adviser, demanding her money back.

"My employer was shouting to the one on the other line: 'Give me back my money'. When she turned to me, she was teary-eyed and told me she could lose a big amount," she said. "I am worried she might let me go."

William Gois, regional coordinator of the non-government group Migrant Forum in Asia, said that any massive retrenchment would worsen poverty in the migrants' home countries.

"Families dependent on (overseas) remittances will find now that nothing is coming in and it might further aggravate the poverty situation," Gois said by telephone from Manila.

The Philippines, Indonesia, Bangladesh and Sri Lanka, which are key exporters of human labour, would be most affected, he said.

The Philippine central bank has said money sent home by Filipinos working abroad totalled 9.6 billion US dollars for the first seven months of the year and is expected to hit a record 15.9 billion for the whole of 2008.

-- Slowdown could see millions sent home

Another problem is the large numbers of migrant workers without proper documents in Hong Kong, Japan, Malaysia, Singapore and South Korea, Gois said.

"In times of an economic slump, the first thing that governments do is crack down on undocumented workers because they are seen as a burden to the economy and a problem to society," he said.

Gois said there are more than 53 million migrant workers from Asia employed worldwide, mostly in the Gulf countries and the Middle East. A high percentage are low and middle skilled labourers.

While there have been no reports so far of large layoffs, workers interviewed by AFP said they are worried.

"Of course I am afraid," a Bangladeshi worker said in between drilling with a jackhammer near a suburban housing complex.

"I don't understand much about the reason for the crisis but I'm just concerned my company will be affected."

In Singapore, sending home a maid could save a household at least 600 Singapore dollars (407 US) a month.

Many of those who employ maids also dabble in stocks and other financial products whose value has been eroded because of the turmoil.

With foreign visitor arrivals in Singapore falling for the third straight month in August, there could be retrenchments in restaurants and shops, which employ many Filipinos and mainland Chinese.

Any slowdown in the construction sector would affect thousands of migrant labourers from Bangladesh, India, Myanmar, Thailand and China.

In Hong Kong, which is home to 150,000 Filipinos mostly employed as maids and in bars and restaurants, worries about fallout from the crisis have already begun to resonate through the tight-knit community.

"Migrant workers are very worried," said Eman Villanueva, secretary general of United Filipinos in Hong Kong, a migrant rights group.

"They are first of all concerned about their jobs. Most of the people in Hong Kong who employ domestic workers will have investments or are facing potential job losses because of the financial crisis."

Villanueva said that many migrants were also concerned about the safety of their own investments.

"Many have paid for education insurance to make sure their children are able to go to university, or into a pension. They are worried about what will happen to their money," he said.

Saturday, October 11, 2008

my farewell email

Hi guys =)


> im looking back from the very first time i left my home country and went
in a foreign land with nothing but courage and faith. its a long story to tell
but its a story i will never ever forget. it was tough. and im still quite struggling.
but i am proud. i did what i want. in fact im doing what i feel needs to be done.
i'll get by.

> at this moment, after everything that happened and still happening, i have
learned that certain things are lost forever and that some are really meant
for you. however, if you do nothing and just wait for it, it will never be yours.
that's why sometimes, even if its not for you, as long as you're determined
you'll definitely have it.

> i'll start anew.


Mr. Teo, through you i learned to believe in insurance. I thank you for
that. I will never forget the time when you helped me with my BCP & PGI,
we stayed back for 2hrs for 5days (finally i passed the exams with your help)
I cant thank you enough for everything coach.

Ms. Zara, il miss you. remember when me and sharul we're still starting, we were
not friends with anyone yet, and you aidah and annie were always there to
accompany us during lunch time. I've learned where to find the good foods =).
thank you MY TL.

Sham, Ka Sapiah, Mommy Chons, Darwin and Mona, I only have few good friends
here in AIA and m considering you one of them. I may not have shown it or tell to
you guys,but I really appreciate you around. Thank you and il miss you.

Chesa, so sayang we're juz starting to be close friends but its never too late right =)

Ms Ceej, so sayang also, we've only shared a little time in the team. Thank you for
always believing in my capabilities. I owe you a lot, i dont know how to thank you.

Joan and Grace, hehehe... you know how much i love you guys.. also pearl. Thank
you for the wonderful friendship. i'll miss you big time! I know you guys will continue
to do a great job here, be good ok.

Elaine and Rodan, mga beh... nothing compares with the bonding and friendship we've
shared. lauging trip.. food trip.. and all that =) il see you again. amishu na!


I will forever cherish (aia guardian???) everything we've shared inside and
outside the office, hehehehe... I have to say that I feel sad to leave as we have
become so close like a family. By the way, I'd like to thank you all for allowing
me to share a piece of kaLoi with you guys =) i appreciate that. we'll see each
other again, no goodbyes... all the best in every endeavor you'll take. we are
all warriors in our own rights, we can make it.

keep me posted, keep in touch, aight? love u all! miss u!
9392-2967
dosmartian_kkm@yahoo.com


signing off,
karLa km rosario
campaign executive
AIA Singapore
6248-8311

Wednesday, October 01, 2008

look back and start anew

start: 30/09/2008 3:18pm on my station

> im looking back from the very first time i left my home country and went
in a foreign land with nothing but courage and faith. its a long story to tell
but its a story i will never ever forget. i can even remember the exact
emotions i felt in every chapter of it. it was tough. and im still quite struggling.
but i am proud. im not a coward afterall. i did what i want. i will stay. i'll get by.

> at this moment, after everything that happened and still happening, i have
learned that certain things are lost forever and that some are really meant
for you. however, if you do nothing and just wait for it, it will never be yours.
that's why sometimes, even if its not for you, as long as you're determined
you'll definitely have it.

> when i was going back from 10days vacation, the feeling was just pretty
normal. been-there-done-that, i said. but not until the plane was about to
take-off. i realized that i will never get used to it. just the thought of being
hundred miles away from my family again is breaking my heart. but then
again, its just phase.

> i'll start anew.