honesty

BE HONEST
Even if others are not.
Even if others will not.
Even if others cannot.

kinakabahan ka ba?

mamy: kinakabahan ka ba?

ako: hindi po. excited ako, more than anything else. cguro pag andon na ako saka ako kakabahan.

mamy: maglagay ka ng barya sa sapatos mo para hindi ka kabahan.

ako: peso o singaporean coin?

kami: hahahaha!

mitch: goodluck!

ako: thanks mitch. eto na un.

mitch: masaya ako para sayo kasi unti2 mo nagng natutupad ang mga pangarap mo.

ako: salamat talaga. wag nyo kme kalimutan ipag-pray ni ate issa.

ako: ate odie gusto ko lang magpaalam sa inyo.

ate odie: goodluck and godbless sayo kaloi. alam kong kayang kaya mo yan. at nararamdaman ko na para dun ka tlga.

ako: thank you ate odie. hanggang sa muling pagkikita.

~~~i have really dreamed of becoming an independent. though im not saying that i am dependent on anyone. ibig ku lang maranasan ang mabuhay ng mag-isa. cmula bata ako hndi na ako nahiwalay sa mama ku. nung nag-boarding house lng ako nun 3rdyr college pero umuuwi ako evry week nuon. i know it is going to be hard for me. very very hard. but i know i can do it. hndi ku inaasahan na matutupad ku ang 2 sa mga pangarap ku ng sabay. una ay ang mag-ibang bansa at pangalawa ay ang mapag-isa. natutuwa ako.

JUNE: Gay and Lesbian Pride Month

by: Scott McAbee
In recent years, lesbian, gay, bisexual, and transgender (LGBT) individuals did not have a specific month during which to celebrate and commemorate Pride Days in the United States . On June 11, 1999 President Clinton issued a proclamation designating June as Gay and Lesbian Pride Month. In the spirit of honoring equality and freedom, the president said, "I encourage all Americans to observe this month with appropriate programs, ceremonies, and activities that celebrate our diversity, and to remember throughout the year the gay and lesbian Americans whose many and varied contributions have enriched our national life." The most significant June event in LGBT history was the Stonewall Inn Rebellion, a three-day protest in 1969 in New York City 's Greenwich Village during which patrons protested against unfair police discrimination and harassment. It marked the first time the gay community joined together to fight for its civil rights, earning national attention and gaining a foothold in the struggle for equality. This month is dedicated to appreciating the contributions and significance of the LGBT community, and applauding gay, lesbian, bisexual, transsexual, and transgender pride.

The rainbow flag, the main symbol of the LGBT movement.

Homosexuality is a sexual orientation and it is defined as romantic attraction and/or sexual interaction between individuals of the same sex. In modern use, the adjective homosexual is used for intimate relationships and/or sexual relations between people of the same sex, who may or may not identify themselves as gay or lesbian. Homosexuality, as an identifier, is usually contrasted with heterosexuality and bisexuality. The term gay is used predominantly to refer to self-identified homosexual people of either sex. Lesbian is a gender-specific term that is only used for self-identified homosexual females.

"live your life in amanner that best suits you. Whether you are in or out of the closet is not really that important anymore. What is important is you have accepted who you really are and try to live a decent life in which you dont intentionally step on other people's feet in order to reach you goals and personal happiness. Because in the end, a person will not be really remembered for being a gay or straight but by the way he lived his life and the positive influence it had on people."

H A P P Y P R I D E M O N T H !!!

eto na un

no turning back...

Flight TR 509
Departure Manila (Clark) 30-Jun-2007 1950 hrs
Arrival Singapore 30-Jun-2007 2325 hrs
Ticket Fare US 55.19
Taxes and Surcharges US 26.82
Total Fees US 3.40
Total Cost US 85.41

im a little scared yet im happy. unti-unti ku ng natutupad ang mga pangarap ku. eto na un. kaso sobrang nararamdaman ku na ang mga butterflies sa tiyan ku. isang linggo na lang kc... sigh! bigtym! fuck! at wla pa akong tirahan (palaboy?) ah basta, i can do this. i need to do this. para sa bayan to, ehehe! oh god, help me, i need your guidance.

pede! :)

ang ganda pla sa market market.

natanggap ku na ang aking employment pass eligiblity certificate, makaalis na nga lang.

hamo na kung hndi tinawagan, may rason cla at karapatan nla un.

asar ako ke gee-ann ng pbb.

hndi ku rin nman gusto c wendy.

bakit ganun?

ang labo! badtrip!

scenario: u have a plan... if that wont work xempre meron kang plan A at plan B... dba pag hndi ok un plan A ibig sbhin dun ka sa plan B... alright, ur preparing everything to do the plan B now... tpos may sisingit na plan C??! whattafuck! sobrang siyet tlga! and to make things worse, this plan C is a total crap! i mean u cant juz let it ignore, kc aaminin ku may sense xa! tanginang buhay tlga! hmm, actually i really dont consider it as plan C nman tlga, i guess option is the right term. pero kht na! options, ideas, possibilities, naknampucha lhat yan nakakaapekto sa mga plano ku! eto ang hirap sken eh, parang sakit na nga ata to... i want to do a lot of things at the same time! na kung minsan hndi ku na tlga alam ang gusto ku! hnde, alam ku pren pla kaso hndi ku na alam kung anong uunahin kong isipin at gawin!

hndi na ako natutuwa.

ke kapal

~~ i know you'll find someone to make you happy...

ano ako malungkot?! what makes her think na im sad?! dahil masaya xa?! hndi ku tlga alam kung anong gusto nia palabasin, pero sarcastic lang tlga ang dating sken! napaplastikan ako!anong feeling nia, xa lang ang masaya sa mundong ito?!? eh totoo nga bang masaya xa??! if she is really happy (whether sa lovelife pa yan or sa career), edi sna hndi nangyare kung ano man un nangyare! aysus!
alright, enough of this fucking bolony...

tinapay

sa tingin ku (sa panlasa pla)
mas makatarungan kainin
ang pansit kung may
kasamang tinapay.

ganun din
ang spaghetti.

mas malinamnam.

my silver year

smoke signals by bitter poison from deviantart

messages in smoke.

can you see it?

no? you dont?

likewise.

but its very relevant.

everything is relevant.

masyadong mahaba kung iku-kwento ku ang buhay ku for 25 years. i am juz very thankful na nabubuhay pa ako ngaun. doing the most simple thing, breathe... sigh pano ba? kht kc sa isang salita hndi ku kayang ipaliwanag. complicated? happy? spontaneous? apathy? non-sense? delirious? all of the above? i guess its the lattest.

H A B E R D E Y to me :)

practice patience daw

huwaaaaat??!

oh no oh no! look at what ive found... ahahahah! its very super college days pa.. so 2003! huwaaaat! thanks abby! i found it from her friendster. nku nman, abby bkt nka post pren yan? juz kiddin. pero ang tagal na tlga nito. kung hndi ako nagkakamali, sa cabuyao laguna ito. at xempre pa sa bahay nla irvin. fiesta yta eh, dba noh vin? ayan, buti at meron palang date na nakalagay d2 sa pikyur.. november 22, 2003. hala, ang tagal na tlga! almost 4yrs ago. malamang hndi na ganyan ang mga hitsura nten ngaun, ehehehe. ang tagal ku na din kayong hndi nakakasama. hmm, kunsabagay, kht nman nuong college pa tau ay hndi nman tlga ako ganun ka-close sa lhat. drama mode. hihihi. close ako sa ilan lang. eh kc nman singit lng ako kung tutuusin sa tropang tarabakos.. aysus! drama mode tlga.. ehehe. osha, tigilan na. nais ku plang sabihin kung cno(twice) (hala mas humaba pa!) ang mga nsa pikyur na ito. (top L-R) girly, nikki, arianne, abby, toni, glady at lizette. (below L-R) caca, ako at shiela.

illusion

If you watch the above images from your seat in front of the computer, Mr.Angry is on the left, and Mrs.Calm is on the right. Get up from your seat, and move back 12 feet, and PRESTO!! They switch places!! This illusion was created by Phillippe G.Schyns and Aude Oliva of the University of Glasgow. This proves that we may not be seeing what's actually there, all the time.

I was so amazed... at tama un, hndi lhat ng nakikita ng mga mata nten totoo. ano ba kc ang totoo? haaay, naalala ku tuloy dati, meron akong tinanong sa mga kaibgan ku, sabi ku: ano ang mas dapat kong paniwalaan, ang sinasabi nio or un ginagawa nio? parang naguluhan cla, hehehe, ako din eh. pero kc ako, i mean more the things that i do rather than what i say. at hndi nla ako maintindhan. hmm, mnsan kc halimbwa, snabi ku na ok lng ako, madalas hndi totoo un. or pag sinabi ku na mahal ku ang isang tao, mnsan hndi rin totoo un. pero kung nakikita mu sken na masaya ako, or pinapakita ku sau na mahalaga ka sken, totoo un, kht na hndi ku sabhin. at hndi pren nla naiintindhan. hamo na.

i can go the distance

I have often dreamed, of a far off place Where a hero’s welcome, would be waiting for me Where the crowds will cheer, when they see my face And a voice keeps saying, this is where I’m meant to be I’ll be there someday, I can go the distanceI will find my way, if I can be strong I know ev’ry mile, will be worth my while When I go the distance, I’ll be right where I belong Down an unknown road, to embrace my fate Though that road may wander, it will lead me to you And a thousand years, would be worth the wait It might take a lifetime, but somehow I’ll see it through And I won’t look back, I can go the distance And I’ll stay on track, no, I won’t accept defeat It’s an uphill slope, but I won’t lose hope Till I go the distance, and my journey is complete But to look beyond the glory is the hardest part For a hero’s strength is measured by his heart Like a shooting star, I will go the distanceI will search the world, I will face its’ harms I don’t care how far, I can go the distance Till I find my hero’s welcome, waiting in your arms I will search the world, I will face it’s harms Till I find my hero’s welcome, waiting in your arms