if these walls could talk 2

If These Walls Could Talk 2 is a 2000 television movie in the United States, broadcast on HBO.

It follows three lesbian stories in three different time periods. As with the original If These Walls Could Talk, all the stories are set in the same house. The film is similar to the films Common Ground and The Hours.

The first segment is set in 1961, and stars Vanessa Redgrave as Edith Tree. It concerns the death of Tree's lover (Abby Hedley, played by Marian Seldes) and soulmate, and Tree's exclusion from subsequent "family" matters. + this is my most favorite segment, sniff sniff sniff... though the theme is quite sensitive, it is a must to discuss. i almost feel for abby when her love-of-her-life passed away. i can fucking feel how she silently mourn. fuck, i hate that! to be left alone. i cant barely imagine! i just hope that same sex marriage will be legalized all over the world. i mean, two individuals are fucking inlove with each other, and if they wanna get married, then fucking let them! +

The second segment, featuring Chloë Sevigny and Michelle Williams is set in 1971, and involves bitter divisions in the feminist movement at the time. + the least interesting among the three, errr, for me hehehe. but its sexy and hot! its a fucking typical butch-femme relationship you know. and also a story friends-dont-agree-with-that-kind-of-relationship kind, hehehe! +

The third segment is set in the "present-day" (2000 at the time of the movie's release) more light-hearted and features Sharon Stone and Ellen DeGeneres as a lesbian couple trying for a baby. + this third segment is really funny. well, what could we expect, there's ellen ddegeneres, ehehehe! my favorite scene is when they were in the park, watching a mommy with her kid... and how they imagine having their own, very heart warming... inlove! and not to mention the love scenes hella gays! fucking hot and sexy too! +

N6630

i wont be discussing here the description and specification of this nokia phone but instead i would like to tell you how much i loved it, and still fucking loving it, hehehe!

the memory card's name is kaLoi, my bluetooth's name is kaLoi, so i guess his name is kaLoi... and i am kaLoi... so my fone is me, hehehe... makes sense? yessir! its a long story how i was able to have this fone. you can ask my good friends abs and joey, ayt guys? ehehehe! but one of the biggest factor is the commission that i was getting from my sales at teleperformance, thank you for those fucking maximizessss, yey!

so far, this is the most expensive gadget that i was able to shelled out on. well, at least the money was really from my hardship, so that makes it more fucking special. beat that! hehehe!

here are the fucking memories, good and not so good :p

+ teleperformance + willa + janice + joey + aimee + neil + achie + abs + syl + ryan + dexter + shai + paul + greenhills + mc donalds + market market + PICTURES + iWebmasters + natz + ailaine + ka rey + nicole + arman + sim + june + tibo + jury + dan + eley + dencios + valero cafe + starbucks + apple + crazy for you + fireworks + family + puerto galera + saturday market + VIDEO + badminton + kebong + kat + fatimah + TXT + songs + my private notes + battery low + globe + themes + yahoo messenger + krocodile + CALLS + kodak + baguio + Lflicks + zirkoh + ex + happiness + sadness + angry + love + grieve + flirt + and many more to come :p

i cant fucking imagine kaLoi being away from me. its one of the most significant things ive got now. if only he could talk, you'll know my deepest secrets hahaha! nah, that is if he will tell you, ill train him to shut up, hahaha! hmmm, i guess there are things he doesnt know, its my journal who knows evrything (wait, his name is also kaLoi! hehehe).

worth thinking, i guess

hehehehe :p sorry, cant think of anything to blog. actually i already started on something but this pc sucks and it suddenly fucking restart itself... dammit! juz enjoy reading hella gays! muah muah muah!

Why do "cool" and "hot" mean the same thing?

If you sneeze and fart at the same time, does a vacuum form in your stomach?

Why does triangularly cut bread taste better than square bread?

Does a baby feel the umbilical cord being cut off?

Is it legal to name your kid "Anonymous"?

Why is it that no matter what color of bubble bath you use the bubbles are always white?

If you have a pet with 2 heads do you have to name both heads?

Why can't liquor freeze?

If you dig a hole in the south pole are you digging up or down?

How come they don't add the time that we are in our mom's to our age?

Why do people squint their eyes when they can't see?

Wouldn't that just make it less space to see out of?

What is a hacky, and why is it in a sack?

Why do we have to pay a toll on "freeways"?

Why do they call them pepperoni if there is no pepper in it?

How old does something have to be to become an antique?

Can a school teacher give a homeless child homework?

Why do they say "an alarm going off," if it is really going on?

Do babies produce more spit than adults?

How come French fries are not considered a vegetable, they are just deep fried potatoes?

Do cows have calf muscles?

Why is shampoo clear but conditioner not?

If conjoined twins participate in sports, do they count as one or two players?

If a singer sings their own song during a karaoke party, is it considered karaoke?

Why do mattresses have designs on them when they're always covered with sheets?

If you died with braces on would they take them off?

If a person suffered from amnesia and then was cured would they remember that they forgot?

Can someone have their head in the clouds and be down-to-earth at the same time?

Why is Joey short for Joe, when Joey has more letters?

If you were a pastor, and you were getting married, would you hire a pastor, or would you do the wedding yourself?

Is there a certain temperature at which it stops being qualified as cold?

At what temperature does it qualify as hot?

Why is most lunchmeat bigger than the bread?

Why is it that whenever you sing to the radio, your voice is higher?

Even when you have a low voice?How come toy hippos are always blue, or purple, when real hippos are brown?

Have ex-punsters been expunged?

Have ex-mathematicians become dysfunctional?

Have ex-locomotive engineers been derailed?

Have ex-civil lawyers been distorted?

Have ex-bankers become disinterested?

Are there seeing eye humans for blind dogs?

After eating, do amphibians have to wait an hour before getting out of the water?

Can fat people go skinny-dipping?

You know how most packages say "Open here". What is the protocol if the package says, "Open somewhere else"?

office is hell...pinoy style

this is shaila's email... i was like fucking rolling on floor man, hahahaha!

Ang lobby guard niyo ay si Palito alias Rambuto. Ang time administrator niyo ay si Cherie Gil at ang morning greeting niya with a smile ay..."Welcome to hell..." Ang HR head niyo ay si Bella Flores at ang Employee Relations Officer ay si Odette Khan at ang HR Staffing head ay si Dexter Doria... At pag pumasok ka na walang ID o hindi naka-uniform... kakaladkarin ka nila sa buhok palabas ng opisina pagkatapos kang pagsasampalin. Ang Employee Benefits head ay si Lolit Solis... cge... magreklamo ka na maliit ang sueldo mo... cgeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee... I dare you!!!!Tuwing may problema ang kompanya, ang Corporate Communications head niyo na si Cristy Fermin ang nagbibigay ng official company statement... at ang simula nang kanyang presscon ay... "Galing ito sa isang reliable source at itataya ko ang buhay at karangalan ko dito... wala akong libel case na inuurungan..." Ang official company driver niyo ay si Vandolph. Do I have to explain? Kapag kasama mo mag-OT si German Moreno... walang tulugan! Ang Legal Investigator niyo ay si Tony Falcon at ang assistant niya ay si Wengweng... paminsan minsan ay tumutulong si Ricky Lo at Madam Auring bilangconsultant. Tuwing bubuksan mo ang filing cabinet andun si Mahal sa loob para iabot ang file na hinahanap mo. Nung huling company anniversary ay sumayaw ka ng nakadamit babae at sumayaw sa tugtog na "ang ganda ko...feel na feel ang long hair ko..." kinabukasan dumating si Robin Padilla para itanong sa yo kung niloloko mo ang kapatid niya... Messenger niyo si Kuya Cesar. Si Boy Abunda ang career counselor mo at tuwing me problema ka ang tanong niya ay... "Mag-usap tayo kaibigan... kung nasa harap ka ng salamin ano ang sasabihin mo sa iyong sarili?" Si Love Añover ang voice behind your automated phone system. "Mga katsokaran... ip you chuva da number eklavu... dependots 1... ips not... luzvaldez... charing!" Ang Office Security niyo ay binubuo ng Tulfo Brothers... bigla silang darating sa opisina mo at sasabihin "Hephephep... nag-uuwi ka ng bond paper... tarantadong 'to ah... manggagantsong butete ka!!!" At pag tumanggi ka... ipapanood nila sa yo ang hidden camera shots na nagpupuslit ka ng 2 pirasong bond paper mula sa printer... habang pinoposasan ka ng mga pulis. Nung Halloween party niyo ang costume mo ay Lizardo... at dun mo rin first time na-meet ang anak ng may-ari na ang pangalan ay Tristan... alias Panday. Next halloween me tribute sa buhay mo na ipapalabas. Tuwing pasko ang prize committee head ay si Bernadette Sembrano at Vicky Morales. Taon taon din ay nanalo ka ng bananacue at pedicab showcase. At nangangarap ka na sana next time si Willie naman para me jeepney. Si Michael Fajatin ang laging nagpe-present ng annual report niyo... "Mga Igan... nung umabot sa PhP50M ang ating kinita... kumita tayo ng PhP50M... matapos nating magtrabaho ng matindi kumita tayo ng PhP50M pero bago yan ay nagtrabaho muna tayo saka tayo kumita ng PhP50M." Boss mo si Big Brother... at alam niya na lampas 15 minutes ka nag-coffee break kaya kailangan mo mag-type nang gamit ang ilong mo hanggang patawarin ka niya.Kaopisina mo si Arnold Clavio at pag naka-leave siya... OIC niya si Arn-Arn. At ang number 1 sign na you're in OFFICE HELL... department head mo si Mike Enriquez... AT HINDI NIYA KAYO TATANTANAN!!!!

hmmmm

i dunno what to say... really... hehehe...

its a very unexplainable feeling that there are people who appreciates you... aside from your family and close friends... and what is more than great is that i really dont know these people personally... and i thank them... im not sure what they have seen to make them like me... its really better to be just yourself i guess...

hmmm, and here you are again! with all honesty, im trying so hard to be friends with you... its not that i dont want you to be my friend... you will always be someone special... hehehe, all of you are special!

though everything came unexpectedly, im loving it... hehehe, flirting... nah... alright, slight... ahahaha!

i cant say anything but thank you...

unfettered

if you wait to do everything until you're sure it's right, you'll probably never do much of anything. don't wait for answers... just take your chances! and don't ask me why. that is the essence of pleasure... spontaneity. the quality of being able to do something just because you feel like it at the moment, of trusting your instincts, of taking yourself by surprise and snatching from the clutches of your well-organized routine, a bit of unscheduled plea. you must let go of your fear. planning may be necessary in many circumstances but it can also be a hindrance. let go and drift with what is happening. you live in the present moment, so action must occur in the here and now (because most of us are chained to our past, and its wrong). and analyzation kills the idea.

errr... so what do i really mean? hehehe... i dunno, i just love it! im loving the unexpectedSSS!

better than chocolate

The leads are Maggie (Karyn Dwyer), a perky 19 year-old redhead, and Kim (Christina Cox), a slightly older blond. After a couple of chance meetings, they fall madly in love, and, unlike in the recent Trick, they hardly waste any time finding a place where they can have sex. Foreplay consists of nude bodypainting followed by a shower. They are briefly interrupted by the arrival of Maggie's mother, Lila (Wendy Crewson), and brother, Paul (Kevin Mundy), who are moving into the spacious apartment Maggie is subletting. But, after everyone has gone to bed, Maggie and Kim consummate their relationship - with a delighted Paul watching from an adjacent room.

after i finished watching all the tv series (Lword and south of nowhere), finally, i can start watching the films. better than chocolate is a classic... i mean, this is one of the films you should know... errr, lesbians should fucking know.

its a good movie. less than i expected though, hehehe... romantic, comedy, hella gay! i love the scene where kim and maggie are painting each other, soooo sexy! hmmmm, dyou wonder what is better than chocolate? actually, there's a lot. from the movie itself ---- loving a girl, being out, using dildos ---- are all fucking better than chocolate! hahahaha!

this is one of the reviews ive read from rottentomatoes: Of course if you wanted masculinity you'd just go see the new Jean-Claude Van Damme movie. The themes in "Better Than Chocolate" are not what make it worth missing. It's that the makers of gay-themed films often ignore this rule: Romantic comedy clichés don't become innovative just because the lovers are the same sex. What would make you roll your eyes in a movie with Tom Hanks and Meg Ryan would make you roll your eyes in a movie with Tom Hanks and Antonio Banderas. ---- yeah, damn true.

death

an angel has passed away. she is our angel. supposedly the second daughter of my cousin, mother side. i was shocked by the bad news from my sister through text. angel is pre matured baby, 7months. so yeah, i guess that makes it more complicated. i called my cousin right away and as i was expecting, she was crying and i cant help but cry as well. i feel for my cousin. its her daughter. i cant say its ok because i know its not. i just told her that its better this way than for angel to have more sacrifices, she has been through a lot already. she is now in the hands of our Lord.

i cannot help but to think about my fear of death after that. i mean, im not fucking afraid to die but i am so fucking scared to be left alone. i wouldnt know what to do, really... ill be lost. just the thought of it, scares the hell out of me. there is very big difference between knowing that you are only seperated by distance AND being seperated by life and death. i know this is being selfish but sometimes i am wishing that ill die first before all my loved ones leave me.

coffee

coffee is real good when you drink it. it gives you time to think. its alot more than just a drink, its something happening. not as in hip, but like an event, a place to be, but not like a location, but like somewhere within yourself. a place for inspiration. it gives you time, but not actual hours or minutes, but a chance to be, like be yourself. and have a second cup. (gertrude stein)

new 'do

a-huh! i got a new haircut! and i fucking love it!

i sooo love it! thanks jon of reyes haircutters! muuuaaahuggs! hehehehe! you think its too short? no ayt? hehehe, sakto lng nmn dba? they say that my hair early this year was actually shorter than this one. i juz changed the style, you know.

basta, i love my hair, thats it.

spontaneity 2

i open my blogger site every night. its been fucking part of my routine. after pulling up everything that is needed for work, next to that will be indeed signing in at my online accounts, hahahaha! and ill start blogging. but then i just realized that i dont have entries for 3 days now and that the last one i have was i-didnt-think-of-it-that-much kind... hehehe, but its still from my heart of course. still part of my fucking life.

recognized the title? yeah, i told you... we could never stop experiencing life's spontaneity. and oh man, i tell u... what ive got was really fucking spontaneous! the cheezie part? all happened in one day! a-huh! i never saw it coming.

that was yesterday, monday aug14... i was about to sleep. well im still reading the text message fatimah send me. the oh-so-sweet message. my phone said 'uv got 1 msg rcvd' and its a friendship quote. i replied 'whos this pls' and guess who was the sender... come on just make a fucking guess... yeah right! its apple. wtf! and she said she wonders if ill still reply after i have known that it was her. well, im not that bad, so i still replied and ask how she is and where's my jacket, hehehe. that's it. all about how she can fucking return the jacket. i told her i cannot meet her because i might not return her to her girlfriend this time, hehehe... flirting... nah! its true. i know i cant still see her, its not yet the right time. how was it? hmmmm, with all honesty it didnt feel like the way it used to. you know... then i fall asleep na... i didnt save her number.

alright this is another what-the-fuck story. i came in the office, i guess 15 minutes before our shift starts and joey told me that she got a super bad news for me. he saw paulo calanog. a-huh! its paulo carlo calanog aka the supervisor. joey saw (and actually talked to him) here in the office. he is here. another a-huh! he will be fucking work here as a tl of a new account at iWeb. bitterness?! nah... not me. we gotta move on. he's not my supervisor and im not his subordinate now, so yeah, forget it. but really, i was like... wtf! are you sure joey its paulo?! hehehe... the reaction is normal ayt... what a small world we really got! hehehe!

eat bulaga

i love this show! and im very thankful they've got a website now. and its awesome! more than amazing! a lot of information, photos and videos! click here to see for yourself. one word: addictive!

one year

a-huh! me and my batchmates joey, leevy, and tibo (and selwyn i guess) are already working at iWeb for one year now! that is so fetch! hehehe... amazing! imagine that! feels like it was just yesterday when we were hired here. i can still remember that day, august 8 2004. sssshhhh... i was not yet officially resigned at teleperformance by that time, hehehehe! for the record, i resigned at tp on august 17 2004. aaaah, so many dates! hehehe. i like it here at iWeb because of my friends and alright, admit it, no call metrics and of course the fucking free internet access hellagays! hahahaha! and not to mention, it goes with a fair compensation (did i say we're well-compensated?! hehehe). and i was promoted. alright, you may not fucking include that last statement :p

fucking sweet

I love you. And not, not in a friendly way, although I think we're great friends. And not in a misplaced affection, puppy-dog way, although I'm sure that's what you'll call it. I love you. Very, very simple, very truly. You are the epitome of everything I have ever looked for in another human being. And I know that you think of me as just a friend, and crossing that line is the furthest thing from an option you would ever consider. But I had to say it. I just, I can't take this anymore. I can't stand next to you without wanting to hold you. I can't, I can't look into your eyes without feeling that, that longing you only read about in trashy romance novels. I can't talk to you without wanting to express my love for everything you are. And I know this will probably queer our friendship - no pun intended - but I had to say it, because I've never felt this way before, and I don't care. I like who I am because of it. And if bringing this to light means we can't hang out anymore, then that hurts me. But God, I just, I couldn't allow another day to go by without just getting it out there, regardless of the outcome, which by the look on your face is to be the inevitable shoot-down. And, you know, I'll accept that. But I know... I know that some part of you is hesitating for a moment, and if there is a moment of hesitation, then that means you feel something too. All I ask, please, is that you just, you just not dismiss that - and try to dwell in it for just ten seconds. There isn't another soul on this fucking planet who has ever made me half the person I am when I'm with you, and I would risk this friendship for the chance to take it to the next plateau. Because it is there between you and me. You can't deny that. Even if, you know, even if we never talk again after tonight, please know that I'm forever changed because of who you are and what you've meant to me, which - while I do appreciate it - I'd never need a painting of birds bought at a diner to remind me of.

devious thoughts

its not actually the thoughts that are devious... its the writer who is deviant... and that makes this blog a kind of deviation...

thoughts worth thinking, simple thoughts, deep thoughts, insignificant, fresh, playful...

money. i wish i have lots of money. i always imagine that what if, just what if, somebody will give me a million dollars? or win more than that from a lottery? or maybe just to have more than enough, you know? double sigh for that! sometimes im thinking that its not really the love that makes this world go around, its the fucking money nigga! oh well, if ever this crazy thought of mine will come true, ill go ahead and meet the fucking whole world! its always my dream.

travel. i wanna go somewhere else. its not that i want outta philippines for good (hmm, there's no other place like home), i just wanna see other places. other people. see other culture. i haven't gone farther than baguio, and it sucks to imagine! i want to explore my own country first but if destiny wants me to go to other country right now, why not, hehehe. kidding aside, i want to visit cebu, leyte, palawan, davao, bohol, leyte... anywhere! canada, new zealand, LA, new york, italy, switzerland, dubai, australia, china, paris, japan, korea... all over the world. malaysia.

fatimah. there is not another soul on this fucking planet ever made me feel the way she do (chasing amy, hehehe). but really, its true. i never imagined to love and care for someone i never met. and i dont know if i could ever meet her, sigh... if only i could. i wish we could be together... i wish i could be with her, touch her face, hold her hands, smell her hair and feel her warm embrace all the time... i wish i could laugh with her all the time... i wish i could tell her how much she means to me. sometimes that feeling sucks. when all you can do is wish and wait. but sometimes there lies the cheesy part of it, loving despite the distance. blame youtube.

internet. goddamnit... i really salute bill gates! hehehe! but i got a lot of online accounts now. its good that i still manage all of them, hehehe. well, thanks to free internet access here at work, wink! hmmm, online accounts... lemme start counting: friendster, blogspot, kodakgallery, youtube, downelink, xanga, bolt, photobucket, stickam, flickr, and multiply. the last one is the newest and im loving it. ill upload photo later by the way.

haircut. i saw my old picture that was taken early this year and i want a fucking new (its old actually) hairdo. my friends keep on telling me to have a haircut na because short hair looks better on me. well, i dont have long hair now but they love my old hairstyle. and i like it too, hehehe. maybe on my restday.

enough.

south of nowhere

its not where you've been, its where you're going

The Carlin Family arrives in Los Angeles and finds themselves unprepared for L.A.'s fast paced, ethnically diverse— "anything goes" environment. Sixteen-year-old Spencer Carlin never felt like she fit in small town America and now she's beginning to question everything. Glen Carlin is a handsome, outgoing 17-year-old. He's an awesome basketball player, popular with the girls, the guy everyone wants to be around. Glen seems to have the world in his pocket. Spencer and Glen are joined by their adopted brother, Clay. Clay Carlin is 17, smart, sarcastic, and African-American. He is looking forward to forging his own identity, but finds that "being black" in L.A. is a test he may not pass.

alright, with all honesty, i was kind of interested in this tv series just to compare it with L word. i heard it the first time at afterellen so i look for more information about it. then i had myself a copy. and i fucking love it.

just for the sake of comparison, Lword and south of nowhere have two same points: LA and sexual orientation. but differs in alot of aspects i guess. South of Nowhere is a show that deals in honest, authentic and compelling ways with issues all families and adolescents confront including: identity, self-discovery, sexual identity, racial identity, family, faith, parental expectations and peer pressure, among others.

i love almost all episodes (cant pick one favorite). i am looking forward for the second season, i heard it will be aired this coming november. kudos to N for making such a great series and just like in the makers of the L word, i just keep on wondering where did you guys get the fucking idea to have the wonderful cast... i am beginning to love gabrielle christian and mandy musgrave, theyre hot!

thanks to tv.com :)

pon and zi

Pon and Zi are two cute little emo cartoon characters created by Azuzephre. at first i only have two pictures of them, then one time i saw another one, errr..no, lots of pictures actually from the page of one of my friends at downelink. i leave a mesage regarding how i love the pictures and i even attached the one that i have. and i wanna thank her for generously giving me information about it. the rest is history, *wink*. and before i knew it, i already made a fucking slideshow for pon and zi. i love them!i am pon by the way, hehehe!

whatta show! season3

i loved it... and i hated it...

sniff! sniff! sniff! this season made me fucking cry! too much drama, you know... alright, lemme pick my favorites. 303:lobsters - funny, so natural, though not a lot of hotness. this was the episode where jenny introduced moira to the girls over dinner, and they are all so fucking beautiful and elegant! of course they couldnt like her right away but still managed to welcome her. i just feel for moira that time. she felt that she doesnt belong to them, she cant fit in. and that scene in the overlooking place, alone with her truck, oh man... so well acted! 305:lifeline - hotness is all i can say. how can we forget that pool scene of cherie and shane?! but that is unacceptable. and how lovely alice is when she attended bisexual speed dating... 308:latecomer - encouraging and cute. i like the scene at the game where helena takes the girls to a surprise trip to honor Dana in her recovery. why cute? hehehe, i just like the scene of leisha and kate playing playstation. 310:losing the light - painful to watch. i dont know what to say. emotions. i miss dana. i feel for alice when she comes back and dana's gone. "you're my sunshine, my only sunshine..." *sob*

and this is the review of afterellen, and i agree to it: Season 3 of The L Word was a reminder that--PSA's about breast cancer and its Emmy nomination aside--the program is a soap opera. irrational, unconscionable things happen in soap operas, and characters are always exploited for maximum dramatic effect. so maybe if viewers keep this in mind, then the outrageous twists and turns of this (and probably next) season won't be so unexpected or upsetting. and even if some fans are hating The L-Word this season, it's a testament to the quality of the show. as the saying goes, indifference--not hate--is the opposite of love. and one would be hard pressed to find a substantial number of truly indifferent fans. ilene chaiken will receive her share of complaints about the direction of the show this season because, for now, it's the only game in town. sure, south of nowhere is sexy, smart and sweet, but it's also PG-rated and without the sordid adult complications that make The L Word so juicy. and where else but The L Word could one find a show with an ensemble of good to great women actors playing characters that are almost all queer? that's right, actual nowhere. so viewers can be angry about dana's untimely death or tina turning into a stepford wife, but they'll probably going to keep watching because a.) they're hooked, and b.) there's still nothing else like The L Word on television. ---- and im both *wink*

whatta show! season2

there are a lot of reasons to love the second season of The L Word. carmen, alice and dana finally together, helena, dramatic, dylan, funny, touching, and the list can go on... and the series also does a good job of exploring the lack of legal protections given to lesbian relationships through Bette and Tina's storyline, without being too preachy about it [afternellen].

i couldnt pick one or two favorite episodes ofthis season, i love it and theyre all great. hmmm, right now i do remember the episode where there's a lesbian cruise in the Caribbean. alice-dana, so funny! hehehe and lovable! and how could i ever forget the sexcapades of alice and dana?! from the time they continue to hide their attraction to one another until they broke up... and that fucking break my heart! sigh, that was in episode12 when alice becomes jealous when dana agrees to have dinner with her ex-girlfriend, lara. double sigh! but two thumbs for lara! i like lauren smith! she's fucking sexy in lie with me... u better see that film guys!

and the last episode, lacuna, was more than awesome! it made me cry. i dont like jenny so much but i feel for her this season. especially when she reached breaking point over her painful childhood memory, damn that scene in the bathroom with shane. sniff!

Overall, the second season of The L Word mostly lives up to its potential, offering storylines that are alternately controversial, humorous, challenging, emotional, and frustrating, even if they're also occasionally disappointing.
For lesbian and bisexual women used to seeing only tiny slivers (and usually stereotypical ones) of our lives on television, The L Word offers a welcome respite--where for 50 minutes a week, the world, however flawed, looks something like our own [afterellen].

whatta show! season1

i am proud that i was able to see one good tv series like The L Word. with all honesty, this is the greatest show ive ever seen (well, american program for that matter). i have seen all the three seasons and looking forward to see more. and i have all the copies man... hmmm, what kaLoi fucking wants.. kaLoi fucking gets, beat that! hehehe! how was everything started anyway? i was browsing youtube one night and typed in lesbians for the tag. i see a lot of videos of course and most of them are video clips from the show. and the rest is history!

from then on i cant help but to fucking google everything about it. the show, trivias, pictures, videos, the cast... everything! and as i am doing all of these, cant help but to fall in love with leisha hailey! i adore her and her character as well, i like her movie all over me, got a sweet voice, i even have the playlist of all her video clips at youtube...alright now, this blog is for the show not for leisha (i almost forgot!) hehehe. sometimes i just wonder where the fuck did ilene chaiken got the idea to put them all together in one show?! i mean, cant think of anyone that could have done each character better than themselves! you know what im saying? they are all perfect.

alright, lemme talk about the first season. they started it with a blast! most of the time, firsts are always unforgettable. among my favorite episodes are "ep1.10 liberally" and "ep1.11 looking back." i could never forget one scene from episode10 where buckley ruthlessly accuses Bette of being a sinner and proclaims that it was her homosexuality that caused God to take the unborn child from her lesbian lover. and after episodes and episodes of bette remaining strong and stoic, she finally breaks - on public television, with the strains of Rufus Wainwright's version of "Hallelujah" twisiting the knife the scene has placed in our hearts. one of the most heartwrenching scenes I've ever seen in any television show ever, and a strong and excellent episode of a bold and daring show. episode 11 was just so fucking cute! and i totally agree with the review made by afterellen: It’s clear from a visit to any L Word discussion forum online that Jenny is the least-liked character on the show, and not in a good, love-to-hate-you kind of way like marina. jenny just doesn’t make a lot of sense in the context of this show: she is not a part of “the group” that includes bette, tina, alice, shane, and dana, and she is not really a lesbian. She only appears to be useful to the writers as vehicle for including straight male characters on the show and for serving as almost an apology to straight male viewers. after the first season, one of the few things we can all agree on is that The L Word has titillated, frustrated, thrilled, and provoked us all.